Funny that I last posted here in July 2010 and I described the roller-coaster of emotion with Colin. Now it's November 2011 and I am still on the fence, only edging closer to the break-up. I think this man and I just don' want to have the same relationship: he wants caring for to a degree I am unwilling to provide.
Yesterday Colin said to me: "If I slit my wrists and bled to death on your bed, three months later you'd be FINE. But if you left me, I'd be lost."
I keep trying to make it work but the big red sign is going up: this man is drowning and you are failing as his life preserver.
- Out of work for years
- ADD
- Depression
- Issues with focus
And wanting to find his escape in MY work. FAIL.
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