I've just been so busy at work and with life I have not posted here. Work is the black pit of things to do and real life is full of people and events, so....I did take some time to myself to write, but it was essays and poems, not blogging..the blogging feels really behind.
As for relationships, I am dating Colin and it is problematic. I see he has some of the traits of R, which is a mixed blessing thing, but I also see how much I enjoy his company and how good I feel with him and that counts for a lot. In other words, I am still mixed on this relationship, what it is,and where I want it to go. On one hand, I can see making a real commitment to Colin, eventually living together, and yet, I can also see how just walking away could be an equally valid choice--it is so unclear whether he will give me what I want or whether he is what I want...and yet, he is more compelling to me than anyone I have met--pretty damn compelling.
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